WTF!

There are those moments in my life
When I wonder why is it all not suffice
Left turns when they should have been right
Backing down when I should fight
Settling for the mediocre
When everyone is mocking her

I have the world at my feet
But still it holds no joy
I play with my emotions
Like a broken toy
The longing passions are gone
Tomorrow's another day
So it begins as the night turns to dawn

Patience wears thin in my mind
While the world stands still
I keep running blind
I can't seem to find
The one thing to fill
The holes in my heart
and mend the person I have killed

California Revisited

I passed by the place where we first met
I got that same feeling of pure kismet
I stood in the place where we first kissed
It's that spontaneous lust that I miss
I looked for your face in every passing man
But all I saw were blank faces
Bad haircuts, plain clothes and bad tans
All I wanted was your tight embraces
You must have felt my presence near
You must have known I was here
Because there you were on my screen
Staring me down and all I could do was scream