Ho Hum

Feeling very broke these days...money wise. Also feel like I'm being pulled in many directions but my own. I have this ongoing issue that I always put things & people's needs before my own. The end result is feeling like I am not getting anything accomplised for myself and my goals. I have been making some improvements such as bringing my laptop on the train to get "computer" things done. I have been trying to make time for myself one day on a weekend but things always come up. Sick grandma's, bridal showers, family functions, friend gatherings. I'm torn between doing all these things for friends & family but it just puts my goals and hobbies on hold. I wish I didn't get in these moods but it happens. They usually pass in a day or two but until then I just want to be left alone.