Tired

I am mentally drained and
I'm tired of being strained
Push me in the lake
Just do it already for Goodness sake
I want to forgive and forget
about you and all my "not regrets"
It's not fair but I tried to fight
I lost a bet to myself
I was being selfish alright
It's not just me that got hurt I have to think about you and how you couldn't convert
We gave a go and now we're done
I just want to move on and shoot for the sun