I must be getting old

Things haven't been so exciting for me lately...but you know what? I am perfectly o.k. with that. After the holidays I started school, the weather turned super cold with below zero temperatures. So I haven't really been going out as much. I have this guilty conscience about getting average grades in high school so I am really trying to do well in college. So far I have a B average but I really would like an A average. So I have been studying a lot during the week and usually Sundays which hasn't left me with much time for fun. But that doesn't mean I don't plan to have fun ever. Tonight Lynn, Kelly, and I are going to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show live, Jesse and I are going to see a local band favorite of mine, Dr. Manhattan Feb. 18th, I took a couple days off in March for an unplanned vacation, and in April Jesse got us tickets to see Naked Raygun. I am especially excited about the concerts since we haven't been to one in a while. I am slowly re-discovering my old self since my life has changed a lot in the past 5 years. After Gary and I broke up I have been trying to re-discover myself again because he was a very controlling person and made me feel like I couldn't be myself. Enough of that! I am happy now and with Jesse who is a good person and allows me to be who I am. Whoa sorry about that people I tend to rample off the subject at time. I guess that is a good example of how my mind works. Cheers! Have a great weekend.