Sigh

I don't want to see that you're not there
I don't want to see that you don't care
I am tired of being the crutch
I never really used to care that much
I feel like I am being used
I feel like I am being abused
My mind is a terrible thing to waist
My thoughts tend to stick to people like paste
Is there no hope for me
There is no future that I can see
I want to be great I want to be grand
but I mostly feel like a grain of sand
Lost among the many
Like I'm in a jar full of pennies