Life happens

So my life has taken yet another tumble. The guy I was seeing over the summer dumped me for the third time and my job has scaled back quite considerably. I really tried to do things right this time with meeting a guy and taking things slow. I did well until he felt we weren't compatible which is cool except he did this 3 times. I think karma is kicking my ass and I so deserve it. As far as my job...I am going back to being a teller for the credit union I work for and in the end it's for the best. The job just wasn't for me and I am sad but glad to be moving out of it. In so many ways I feel like I failed but it's probably a blessing in disguise. You know when things are just so out of whack that your self esteem goes to it's all time low? Well, that is how I have felt for the past 3 months but I am slowing getting it back and recovering from all of this. All I can say is thank goodness for friends and family I would not have survived without you. I love you :)